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[May. 23rd, 2011|09:27 pm] |
It is exceptionally strange that I never fail to find myself coming back to this space.
The spectrum of reasons for these occasional urge to blog are usually from neutral to negative. Fortunately, today's reason is alil more inclined to the neutral side. I've just deleted all of my previous posts dated back slightly less than a year ago. Entries largely from the post breakup stage of my previous relationship. Its not important anymore, life goes on. But its really interesting to look at it from now, from how i see it, a third party perspective. Ofcourse reading each post before putting them away triggers some fluctuation of emotions, nothing too harmful. I am honestly intrigued by the many efforts I decided to put in to salvage such a situation of pure bleakness. And this brings me to a point of possible positive outcomes from uncertainties which might already be out of reach.
At this present moment, the only thing that haunts me is my results from the SMU interview. I would rate myself motherfucking lucky to come this far. This far almost means that it is too far to fuck anything up. Most of my peers would never consider apply for SMU with a similar or even slightly higher GPA. If not for my proficient in Ultimate, I wouldn't be here either. I sincerely hope that what I have done is actually enough to convince whoever that I'm worthy of a place.
k i just lost my chain of thoughts.
Training tomorrow, cheers. |
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